the worst sunday

today has been the suckiest sunday

in the entire world of today sundays

self conscious people fill the pews

compared to others i feel quiet

racial names fly from my mind

and hit my intuition, calling

stand up! won't you, foolish men

won't you, red-stained womyn

calling yourselves the Face

and living your time in a lie-induced trance

ss sucked a little bit, i learned slightly nothing

though it is no one's 'fault', it is everyone's fault

literally, everyone, and honestly sometimes it's hard to live

with people who come in late, on purpose, for fun, with smiles.

and people who come in early, on purpose, for people, with smiles.

and myself for being in between, my name being called among all the girls,

GEEZ WHY ME.

and then i yelled at my brother because he gave me all this attitude

sometimes i just can't stand it and i have to think violent thoughts

before calming down and saying sorry - to everyone; God and the him

i want to sing praises and hymns, it's easier in koinonia

than ever in service.

GEEZ.

but now, onto a new afternoon(!)

ps) i missed yesterday's post, i suck

pps) simon bought me: the orphaned anything's HE IS LOVELY! thank you SIMON!

ppps) i don't know where to begin my bfh project.