New Year

Last post before 2010!

I used to love New Years, or Mondays
And hailed them as new beginnings...
But it shouldn't be like that;
Really (for me) it was just an excuse to bleed excess the Sunday before, or in December...
It's hard to break out of that mindset of "Oh, I'll do that later"
But it should always be Now.
Love now.
Say sorry now.
Learn now.

This year is different,
I don't really have 'resolutions'
I have resolutions every morning.

I have one question:
How do we live like we will die the next day?

Happy new year!
What a fragmented post to end a year.

Love, Ev.

P.s. every year is insane. Change always catches me by surprise.

He is here

SCL #634. Having "This is weird, but..." moments.

I forgot that God is great.
I forgot that He is good. That he is now. That he is here.
That He is funny. That He is kind.

Thank you God. You turn my living room into a sanctuary,
A quiet moment into one of beauty, and meaning.

Hillsong United, "Desert Song"
I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here 

Fair Days

fair, "cut down sideways"
oh, my love, don't push it like the way we used to do
even if you get far, don't go far without me; i'll never make it

The days have been good. I'm finding many beautiful moments,
It breaks my heart, the beauty of this world-
the grace of the next.