October 09, 2009

Trust In You

Psalm 56:3 | Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You.

Sometimes, it's just so strange how many things we hold on to and forget to give up to God. Homework has been pressing on my mind; it's taking up a larger space than it needs to and I wasn't even aware until today. I am afraid for every assignment; it's good I am actually trying my best but honestly I am just going to do my best and not forget that, though I am a student, I am also a sister, a daughter, a cell-group leader, a Christian, a human being who really needs to exercise.

Dinner and Desert | Went to Moxie's with my two only-ones and then went to Demetri's for a FAT, FAT waffle (wow just typing that gave my stomach a little flip of pain). It was just so relaxing, so good to be true, so warm and comfy. So immature and real. There's a certain posture we have with each other that is honest. We talk about nonsense, but we are communicating love.

FamJam | My entire family is so tired; my parents have Sunday School, Retreat Workshop, and Night School (teaching all three) and I have homework, homework, homework... (my brother is young and still care-ish-free) I am anticipating FAMILY RETREAT this Sunday-Monday. Setting time for something very important... (prepare for an inspirational blabber!:) is very important.

Listening - Coeur de Pirate, "Pour un Infidèle"
Reading - You Shall Know Our Velocity!

October 01, 2009

The Clowns (P19)

Ah, the staring of the clowns
Eyes move up
Travel down
They don't notice that they drown;

Ee, the talking of the clowns
Lips so big they are renown
Kissing ruse, through and through
Crowds of many, two by two;

I, observer of the clowns
Smell their sweet
Hidden deciet
Empty calories drag you down;

Oh, the crying of the clowns
Rushed mascara dripping down
Yearly trends will daily bind
Silly things of silly kind;

You, the clown, the clown, the clown
Hear me shout
Turn around
Deafly stand until you drown.

Parents at School What What What

Hey, today my parents came to school to talk with my guidance counselor and I. It was so great, we prayed out loud in Chinese in front of the main office before going in, and we passed a lot of staring visual arts students...